Lyrics

So this is where the heartbreak began,

This is where the heartbreak began...

We obviously met too early or too late,

I dreamt a handful of minor dreams

And you dreamt a big one.

But there was not even space

For one other constant in your algorythm,

Nor in mine.

And I did not do the math, cause if I did

I would have seen that your solution

Was incongruent with mine

At that time and all the times after it.

But you were clumsy and I was boorish

So we both didn´t mean to,

But hurt ourselfs by cherishing a fallacy.

And I crossed out the equations,

But they obviously deleted themselves

Every moment of their existancy,

Falsifying even the existence of the paper

They had been written on.

So this is where the heartbreak began,

This is where the heartbreak began,

I adsorbed you with my heroic strength

To overcome my grief

And you surrounded me to dissolve my problems

In the acidic behaviour of caring without selfcare.

So you were mindful to fill your mind,

And anaesthetize it,

While I tried the same by losing my mind

About something completely different.

So we etched each other,

ending up swimming in a toxic pool

Of rusty blunt mechanisms

Causing a slow death by a thousand cuts

At the rough edges of the initially out-dated machinery.

We did not find something basic

To connect to the other,

And neutralize corrosive thoughts.

So this is where the heartbreak began,

This is where it began to break up.

Break up like a corpse full of maggots

Feeding on dead flesh memories.

Break up like a cocoon full of imagination and beauty.

Still, you could slay me

And that is a fact, because a heart does not break

Without giving it the chance to shatter

From a drop from high dreamt potential.

But this potential has to be built

And in the end it doesn't make any rational sense to build it...

Unless you decide to build it

At the top of your fundamental thoughts.

So: "What if you fall" is not a question I am drawn to anymore.